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I'm living by keeping constant contact with doctors. Although they have not yet been able to cure me or come close to it I believe constant contact with doctors will keep me alive longer-somehow.
You can be happy with ME. Happiness is a state of mind. If you are experiencing depression, anxiety or other illness you must be treated.
I'm not completely happy with ME- how could I possibly be? I can't go to a carnival or concert. I live in bed. I can walk and drive, but it severely limited me to 20-22 hours of bedrest. I'm going through a divorce and I'm lonely.
I still believe happiness is a state of mind. Study buddhism and Christianity. You may find peace in your religion of choice.