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depersonalization, especially when Im around my wife and kids or in a social setting because it makes me feel like I don't belong or fit in, often leading to thoughts of suicide. Pain, especially joint pain that keeps me awake at night. Anxiety and panic, then when I had air hunger my feelings of panic were much worse. Neorological symptoms, especially those that make it hard to function or be around other people, like Bell's palsy, trigeminal neuralgia, dizziness, vertigo, and hearing and vision disturbances. Tics that other people can see and instead of asking about it they treat you like your crazy or contagious. I have to add though over the past two years treatment has reduced the occurrence of my symptoms and I have hope for the future.