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I have been lucky in life other than my vasculitis, a husband and daughter i love and family ans doctors that surrounds me and helps me... Living in Norway all health care is free and I recieve alot ofbmoney even though i cannot work, which helps alot cause i am already such a burden on those I love if i was a financial burden i would have trouble living with myself...
Of course you can be happy but it is hard .. There's going to be rough times and its going to be painful and difficult to just get up some days.. I struggle with knowing that had i not had all this expensive medication I would be dead within a year.. And still with meds I only function 30-50% of a healtht person .. And that is sometimes hard to accept .. I feel like Im not supposed to be here.. That it is alot of pain and work... That i am less worth living...
But I want to stay with my family and loved ones and I am so happy when I am with them