Just turned 61 years old and will be 62 in a few more months. I've had my share of learning disabilities as well as bulling by regular people. Used to think about suicide for the last 30 years of my life, but no more. Was also born with a congenital heart defect, never repaired medically. I think I am doing fine and have worked my way around these problems. Even tho I've had to lie on job applications in order to get work to support myself, even encountering harassment from other workers through out my life. After relating my problems to my family I was snubbed by them and have refused to see any of them for the past 20 years. I prefer to be alone and away from them even up to the point of death. There will be no viewing and no burial since I have chosen to be cremated.