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Happy is a loaded term. I'm happy now, but I still get depressed especially when I have bad days. I hate that pills control my life. But I can get out of bed now. I can do simple functions easily that used to wipe my energy. And that makes me happy.
If you haven't already, look up what the spoon theory is. I cried when I listened to it on YouTube. It's for Lupus. But the symptoms and explanation are similar.