What if you got the same illness that makes you not just very tired but really cannot concentrate on anything for which you were used to be able to do easily.
What if you got the illness for which you are labled as only depressed?
What if you got the illness for which even you started to feel that you have to believe you are only depressed because you heard this thing over and over again for hundreds of times?
What if you got the illness from which you are the first person who wants to recover, and yet who are seen as the last person who wants to recover?
What if you cannot trust yourself or your life anymore, who would be able to do in stead?