15 With Molar Pregnancy

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well I got pregnant... I was gonna go to my first ultrasound but the night before I started bleeding bad... I was rushed to the hospital to make sure the baby was ok.. I got there and they did tests they told me that It would be hard for them to know without doing an ultrasound they told me that everything was going to be ok. the next morning I did my ultrasound and of course the ultrasound techs cant tell you anything because that's the rules.. so I had to wait another 2 hours.. they told me that I lost my baby way before I started showing symptoms... they told me that my baby got to many chromosomes and turned into a big group of grape looking tumors... so they did an emergency surgery to get it out and if they didn't get it in time it would travel and kill me.. of course im freaking out. they did the surgrey and the week after I had to go in and do a ct scan the night I did my ct scan I got a call tell me that I needed to come in because it traveled to my lungs and they needed to figure out the best way to treat it. the next morning I go to the doctors and they tell me that im gonna have to do chemotherapy because it was really bad.. they put a pic line in my arm because it would be easier for me to do chemo I did chemo for the next 6-8 months then they tell me that I have a blood clot in my lung now so went on blood thinners for 2 months test every two weeks after that they did another ct scan to see if everything was working. i go in and they say i can stop chemo and my blood thinners but i will have to come in every 3-6 months to do a check up. im in remission but the last test I did showed good things. I go back in for another check up in 6 months which I'm always scared about going In. I also deal with server depression and anxiety because of it all.. Also I might never get to have kids.