Livin the struggle

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IM A MESSED UP INDIVIDUAL, been told my whole life that its normal and to drink coffee. Still get told that after diagnosis. Now it is that im not in a wheel chair so theres notging wrong with me. Forget my fanily or those thar call me a narcoleptic fuck. I self medicated and still occasionally do so.... wonder why. 0 support, 0 true help i keep reading about things but honestly would like to try a natural hullucinegen except i cant fund or afford. I want to be healed of my additions and mental health as i feel iy will never get better so long as i luve in tgis world. My daughter has now been diagnosed choosing to try n hide it because she sees how i am treated. Wtf is wrong with the world.... 0 apathy cause they are self centered as if i felt good id help them. I distribute info even if its a fight but today u write this is gloom of tommrow.