Breath, take time to process it, and allow yourself the time to grieve. Learning you have Behcet's is hard. It seems like having an answer for your unique and horrible symptoms will make everything easier. It does for five minutes. Then the reality of what you are facing sets in. You have to focus on allowing yourself and your family to get used to the diagnosis. Grieve for what was, prepare to fight, and get ready to learn how to live with your disease but becoming informed. Information is your best friend. Become your own best advocate.